First of all, THANK YOU for your emails, your messages, your love notes and your positive thoughts.
Apparently the story I shared last week of watching in sheer horror as my mother’s bracelet ~ my most precious possession ~ fell into the black depths of the water below, struck a chord.
I think because you and I both know it wasn’t about the bracelet at all. It was about the love and connection it represented. And we can all relate to that.
The story isn’t over, and it’s time to move on. (at least for now!)
But for the first time in a while, I’ve been stuck on what to write about.
Right now I’m in Calgary, fortunate enough to be spending time with family to celebrate my sister’s 40th birthday.
So I thought maybe I could speak about family, and how special it is. Even though some days you may love them, while other days you can’t wait to get away. And how some days you feel you fit in, while others you feel like a total misfit (or maybe that’s just me!)
Then I thought maybe I could speak about how quickly time goes by, especially in the Summer, and how it may be time to play hooky for a day, an early afternoon off, or eat ice cream for breakfast.
And while I was pondering, I was also kinda procrastinating.
Now I tend to clean or organise when I procrastinate. And this particular time, it was dealing with the numerous folders I have saved in my ‘Notes’ app on my phone and laptop.
I came across the note file I began while watching ‘Finding Joe’ ~ an amazing movie about Joseph Campbell’s hero’s journey. And this quote stuck out:
“We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned in order to make way for the one that is waiting for us.”
Ah yes. Now this idea is one worth discussing and expanding upon.
I alluded briefly last week to the importance of letting go.
And I’ve written in the past about the one thing that really causes upset and disappointment: expectation.
More specifically, thwarted expectations.
It’s never the thing itself that causes upset. It’s only when we are holding onto an expectation of how something will turn out, and then find out it doesn’t exactly pan out that way, that we end up experiencing disappointment.
Think about it.
Chances are you wouldn’t be upset if it rained on Saturday had you been planning on staying indoors and hadn’t even bothered to look at the weather forecast.
Now imagine you were planning a big party outdoors and had gone to a lot of trouble to get your garden ready, expecting to host a beautiful event in the beautiful sunshine. Chances are you’d be pretty disappointed if all of a sudden it called for a torrential downpour!
It’s not the rain itself that would upset you, it’s the expectation it wouldn’t rain that would cause real upset.
So maybe it’s time to learn how to let go of expectation, in an effort to also say goodbye to disappointment.
It’s not necessarily that I didn’t expect to lose my mother at such a young age, it’s that I expected her to live a long and vibrant life.
It’s not necessarily that I didn’t expect to get hit while paddle boarding and lose her precious bangles, it’s that I expected them to be safe in the dry bag and assumed I’d have them forever.
It’s not necessarily that I didn’t expect to break my foot, it’s that I expected to be able to finish my training and compete in the ironman last week.
And it’s not necessarily that I didn’t expect to be single at 38, it’s that I expected I would have found my match and be building a family by this point.
On the flip side, and on a more positive note, I also didn’t expect to be speaking to incredible audiences of 1000s, to have started my own business, and to have had the opportunity to live in 16 different countries and connect with incredible people all over the world.
And because I wasn’t expecting any of those things to happen, it makes it all the more exciting and me all the more grateful.
So maybe the trick is to detach from expectation wherever possible.
Although easier said than done, I know!
So here are some ideas to help you get started:
- Start small – let go of all you expect to accomplish in one day!
- Gain an awareness as to any and all expectations you may be placing on certain events, certain people, even yourself
- Try to live in the present moment as much as possible
- Have faith things will work out exactly as they are supposed to
- Trust the Universe has your back
- Let go of certain timelines and practice going with the flow
- Express gratitude for all you have right here, right now
- Connect less with big expectations, and more with what truly matters
Now I don’t have it all figured out, trust me! And I’ll be the first to admit it’s HARD to put into practice. Luckily, we have our whole lives to be a work in progress :-).
And awareness is always the first step.
So notice when you may be putting expectation around something or someone this week. Catch yourself in the act, and try as best as possible to be brave enough to let it all unfold how and when it’s meant to unfold.
When you learn to let go of expectation, you also let go of potential disappointment.
And life is too short to live in the land of disappointment. Wouldn’t you agree?!?
Listen to Joseph Campbell:“We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned in order to make way for the one that is waiting for us.”
What thoughts come up for you when you read this quote? And what idea will you be brave enough to put into action this week? I’m curious to hear from you in the comments below.
Have a FAB week!