I’m pretty sure it hasn’t hit me yet.
Luckily I have about 15 hours ahead of me between the two flights and a layover, and so it may begin to at some point in there!
It’s been a whirlwind the last little while to say the least. Many a tear shed, plenty of laughs shared, and lots of special memories both relived and created.
We had a beautiful tribute for my stepmother and our dear Eveline in her family’s quaint home town in northern Germany, and now she is in her final resting place.
And may she rest in peace.
I’ve wanted to be in the moment, feeling all the feels, and so the fact I’m about to embark on what I’m pretty sure is going to be an epic experience of a lifetime hasn’t quite sunk in yet.
It’s been in the works for well over a year. And conversations with my partners in crime for even longer than that.
Women Living Big and UGO Travel For Change have joined forces, and 12 brave souls will all be arriving in Arusha, Tanzania over the next 24 hours where we’ll all finally meet in person as a group for the first time.
We’ve been on the journey for the past few months together… meeting over zoom calls sharing dreams and fears and lots in between, exchanging equipment lists and packing woes and pictures of ‘she wees,’ and getting to know one another through hilarious what’s app conversations and way too many bitmojis!
We’re going to be volunteering with the Dare Women’s Association for a week, getting down and dirty and building a fence, and then we will make our way to Mt. Kilimanjaro, attempting to reach the summit.
Kinda crazy if I think about it.
Kinda crazy to think about all that has transpired over the last few weeks.
Welcoming a new baby into the family, having to say goodbye to another member of the family, and a whole lotta miles being flown the process.
And so if I’m honest, no, I haven’t quite processed it all yet.
But then again, when life is happening so fast all around you, do you ever actually process in the moment?
Well, perhaps not. but I’m taking a small moment now to begin to think and reflect.
Without getting too philosophical, what is it all about in the end anyhow?
Well, I’ve realised I couldn’t have gone through what I just did without so many special people in my life. Having my friends and family around for support and to experience it together has meant everything. And sharing special moments, both laughs and tears. And talking about special past experiences, as well as looking forward to more special experiences to come.
People. Moments. Experiences.
That’s really what makes the world go around.
And so as you and I embark on all of the adventures that await us in 2019 – planned or unplanned – may they involve special people, special moments, and special experiences.
They make the journey worthwhile, and give life meaning.
Short and sweet this week, as I’m getting ready to board!
Have a FAB week!